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February 17

reflection

i didn't know
who she is
but the eye tells
come back with me...

i didn't know her
like i didn't know myself
tears flow in her eyes
as tears flow in mine...

why you made life complicated?
if you can make it not
i miss you
i said to my own, in the mirror of my room...

blame me

if your just here
sadness won't knock
your voice whisper and
blew in the air

if key won't loss
i will never lock inside
and not just look at you
from a distance

the accident,
continuously back in my mind
when GOD took away
your life in my arms...

your last word back
like a soft sad music in the night
as i closed my eyes
sweet memories come back

the wounds i got
seems would never be heal
until your there and
not forgive me

i can't move on
no i can't forget you
its a curse!!!
that i will always love you...

January 23

4 U 2 love me again

i'm alone
looking at the
photo of my own
im so sick thinking you
back in my life
no one nights pass not dreaming
of you
that you are here
right here beside me

Im saving those days for you
for the days we will meet
im wishing those days for you
for the days since you left

to love me again
is all i want
why it so hard for you to get back
back in my life

this is my wish
this is my dream
that nothing will come
between the bond we share
no matter how far we are now...

so lets drive into the sky
wishing all those star
will smile as i look into your
eyesd makes my heart warmth
inside...

you gave hug
when i need it
and kissed
upon on my cheek....
 





January 16

rest in peace


who cares for me?
rather you...
it took time for me to see
someone waiting in the vain
the obvious things he done
i didn't notice

air blows in my hair
as i rapidly  closed my eye
your  kissed softly felt
but
its already late
never would be...
as you rest i n peace above...


i'am simply as it was


i feel love
and be love
and it keeping my world
alive

never be..


i'm hopeless
i' m tied up in past
a past that will never be
change
now i can say...
in the end i cannot
change...
what ive done
just blame  my self

that is


no one can take things
back to the way they used to be
no matter how you try
regardless of how sorry you are
coz  in life their are no rewinds
just play so play it right


strangers everywhere


don't fall in love
with the person come
unexpected...
coz he
might leave you unexpected...

just it was

I'm anxious  love is dangerous
i wonder why i need
to be wiser
until i found myself
drown in your heart
i choose you but why
you killed me?


j****

i ' am happy
you'll appreciate me
it is nice
that you can inspire me

you gave  me
reason to wrote more
thank you for bringing 
those confidence back

now i know
those people like you
lead my heart
to where it for


i had nothing

i exist w/o soul
with heart and brain are still working
but no sense to anymore....
no  memory...
no anything...
i'll just exist as an empty shell
soul  gone forever....
i forget the sound of the wind
the graceful of the grass
the taste of the bread
the bite of the ant
and even forget my name...

i'am insane
living in the sorrow
with a lamp
that never be alight...