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    July 01

    shining smile

    this is my wish
    this is my dream
    that nothing will come
    between the bond we share
    no matter how far we are now...

    so lets drive into the sky
    wishing all those star
    will smile as i look into your
    eyes makes my heart warmth
    inside...
     
    you give  hug
    when i need it
    and kissed
    upon on my cheek....

    February 17

    reflection

    i don't know her,
    but her eyes tells
    come back to me...

    i don't know her,
    tears flow in her eyes
    as tears flow in mine...

    i miss you,
    i said to myself
    on the mirror of my room
     
     

    curse

    the accident,
    continuously back in my mind
    when GOD took away
    your life in my arms...

    your last word back
    like a soft sad music in the night
    as i closed my eyes
    sweet memories come back

    i can't move on
    no i can't forget you
    its a curse!!!
    that i will always love you...

    January 23

    4 U 2 love me again

    i'm alone
    looking at the
    photo of my own
    im so sick thinking you
    back in my life
    no one nights pass not dreaming
    of you
    that you are here
    right here beside me

    Im saving this days for you
    for the days we will meet
    im wishing for this moment  
    all  the days since you left

    to love me again
    is all i want
    why it so hard for you to get back
    back in my life...

    January 16

    rest in peace


    who cares for me?
    rather you...
    it takes time for me to see
    someone waiting in the vain
    the obvious things he did
    i didn't notice

    air blows in my hair
    as i rapidly  closed my eyes
     kissed softly felt
    but
    its already late
    as you rest in peace...


    i'am simply as it was

    there are two reasons
    why i wake up in the morning;
    my alarm and you...
     
    i'm in a mission to forget you,
    in other words
    mission impossible

    i feel love,and be love
    and its keeping my world
    alive

     



     

    never be..


    i'm hopeless 
    and  tied up in past
    a past that can't be
    change....

    i learn to accept the truth,
    own my misstake
    and it set me free
     

     

    that is


    no one can take things
    back to the way they used to be
    no matter how you try
    regardless of how sorry you are
    coz  in life their are no rewinds
    just play so play it right


    strangers everywhere


    don't fall in love
    with the person come
    unexpected...
    coz he
    might leave you unexpected...

    just it was

    I'm anxious  love is dangerous
    i wonder why i need
    to be wiser
    until i found myself
    drown in your heart
    i choose you but why
    you killed me?


    j****

    i ' am happy
    you'll appreciate me
    it is nice
    that you can inspire me

    you gave  me
    reason to wrote more
    thank you for bringing 
    those confidence back

    now i know
    those people like you
    lead my heart
    to where it for


    i had nothing

    i exist w/o soul
    with heart and brain are still working
    but no sense to anymore....
    no  memory...
    no anything...
    i'll just exist as an empty shell
    soul  gone forever....
    i forget the sound of the wind
    the graceful of the grass
    the taste of the bread
    the bite of the ant
    and even forget my name...

    i'am insane
    living in the sorrow
    with a lamp
    that never be alight...