i'm alone
looking at the
photo of my own
im so sick thinking you
back in my life
no one nights pass not dreaming
of you
that you are here
right here beside me

Im saving this days for you
for the days we will meet
im wishing for this moment  
all  the days since you left

to love me again
is all i want
why it so hard for you to get back
back in my life...

who cares for me?
rather you...
it takes time for me to see
someone waiting in the vain
the obvious things he did
i didn't notice

air blows in my hair
as i rapidly  closed my eyes
 kissed softly felt
but
its already late
as you rest in peace...

 

 

no one can take things
back to the way they used to be
no matter how you try
regardless of how sorry you are
coz  in life their are no rewinds
just play so play it right

don't fall in love
with the person come
unexpected...
coz he
might leave you unexpected...

I'm anxious  love is dangerous
i wonder why i need
to be wiser
until i found myself
drown in your heart
i choose you but why
you killed me?

i ' am happy
you'll appreciate me
it is nice
that you can inspire me

you gave  me
reason to wrote more
thank you for bringing 
those confidence back

now i know
those people like you
lead my heart
to where it for

i exist w/o soul
with heart and brain are still working
but no sense to anymore....
no  memory...
no anything...
i'll just exist as an empty shell
soul  gone forever....
i forget the sound of the wind
the graceful of the grass
the taste of the bread
the bite of the ant
and even forget my name...

i'am insane
living in the sorrow
with a lamp
that never be alight...